almost an hour till 2002. i been stop caring for this "new" transition int o a "new" year. i just want it to come and go quickly. i need sleep but i have to stay up till past midnite ith the fam prayer time.

I don't know after talking to someone who has been moving about and never finished college, i feel like i need to make a drastic change of scenery. i feel stuck, and this whole having to have some money to do what i want is really not cutting it. i mean i know plenty of people with no money who have traveled and such.

i think that's what i need to do in 2002. i need to do it for my sanity. for my "freedom". for inspiration in my writing and photography. for me. i need this. i need space. i need focus...which is not happening with me staying at the "home" that was once mine but can't really be anymore. i have outgrown it physically and mentally.

for all of u and my fellow blog/online diary people-- Little Tortilla, Delaney, JVictoria, the cute Demon child, My Mentor, and qweenfiyah, have a blessed and soul defining new year.