There are too many people in my life. i have been feeling so overloaded.
People= several different personalities= several temperments= all types of baggages= several types of masks= a lot to take into my emphatic and sensitive self

it has become a love/hate situation in the past several months. sometimes i just wanna shut out everbody, but i can't-- especially since i stil live at "home."
--internet buddies
--real life buddies
--acquantainces
--childhood buddies
--female buddies

I put that last because interpersonal relationships with the opposite sex is a different ballgame.
-- realizing how much of your comments are sexist
-- navigating attractions developed for some
-- but then u grow a lot from having them too and not just male friends

So what do i do?
Become a recluse and loner once again (is that really realistic?)
Or push on, grin it, and bear it...