Happiness and Ideals Continued...



i have asked myself another question... If i am not happy nor sad — then what does that make me?
Will one of my blogmates answer that or anyone just comment?

Anyway, i can say despite my cynicism and exposure to the "real world," my ideals seem to be still intact somewhat, except for when it comes to my love/dating life. But that's another story — one i invest too much emotional energy on at times.

Happiness to some is:
their spirituality
career
money
knowing who they are and what their purpose/purpose's are
and so on...

My happiness, well it has always come in spurts. I think i am a ponderer (sic), something that comes with being a writer, i guess. i do get sad and melancholy, especially in times of disappointment. To some, during those times, i sound very sad and hopeless. Yet, they also know i am a very positive person. That may be why the friend mentioned that i had happy ideals, or maybe it is my propensity to help people.

As it goes, I have so much to learn about life, about myself, and about making sure I think of my mental and emotional sanity. If I don’t love myself, I can’t really love the others in my life.

Disappointment comes... Rich will keep it moving.