it's been three days of giving out flyers for this yoga center on 23rd and 6th avenue (come check me btw 4:30 & 6:30). it's been an interesting odd job cause I'm standing out there trying to get people to take these pieces of paper. Some are rude; some are nice; some seem in a rush to go somewhere, determined even. And with the warmer weather lots of eye candy. someone who wasn't me would take advantage if being in this proximity of all these women.

i kind of wish i hadn't mention the research gig i am doing for this grad student to someone, cause for some reason they gather it's cheating and kept harping on that viewpoint. and in speaking to former grad students it's not cheating because i am providing the research but the student has to figure out what to do with what i give them and create a paper out of it. it's perfectly normal. but hopefully this won't keep being brought up, it's annoying. if it is. *snip snip* And i'd still do the research regardless, cause i need the money. not everything is black & white, but in this case i have no reason to have any moral dilemmas.

is being honest in ur web journal such a good idea. is it even realistic to be honest in real life? i grapple with this a lot and hope to know the answer as i "grow up."