i feeel this urge

The Quad at my campus

to make someone feel good.

i don't know in what way or whom

cause i sure failed recently with someone deserving of that sort of treatment

and things are had a bittersweet conclusion last night.

cause i sure am not sure what i think of the person right now. it's like some vague cloud hovered over me late in the summer and it's like my mouth can say what i feel now. my attraction never left but something has been blocking me and i wish i could truly pinpoint and not just these speculations.
i hope i don't regret not trying harder

maybe i will be a better friend :/