The Secret Creative Project

A few weeks ago I got a spark of inspiration to get a bunch of creative types to work on a multi-faceted project. I spoke with many I trusted and respected and gave them time to give me a yes or no. And received a lot of yeses I did. However I am feeling selfish: 1 : concerned excessively or exclusively with oneself : seeking or concentrating on one's own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others
2 : arising from concern with one's own welfare or advantage in disregard of others

and my motivation and my head are elsewhere right at this moment. I feel like I won't continue with it until one of the participants can and will come back to the fold. Yet that's holding me and everyone else back. I have never been a leader and I don't know if I ma strong enough to be one.


And one more thing: honesty was never really made to make ur life easier or happier just made to make ur soul more free.