Jay Dee song: Show Me What you Got - Busta Rhymes (it's Busta so yeah crude lyrics of course)

i enter the apartment now and hear the sweet sound of steam rising out of radiators. i turn the knob of kitchen faucet and out comes water though it makes sounds like it's forcing its way out. so all is back to norm here on the home front.

if anyone has noticed i have instances in my blog entries where i write cryptic things that only certain people will truly understand what i am alluding to. While others may decipher bits and pieces. i write this way because it's something i need to put out there but it also gives that person i am writing about privacy. So when I say I will see them for the first time in weeks, but what has felt like ages, it’s pretty self-explanatory but I also keep details to a minimum. Everyone said things would work themselves out and I can’t believe I am here at this place in time talking and communicating with someone I love, who makes me smile, but also makes me nervous, but that’s perhaps because I don’t want to mess things up again. But we’re communicating more than we ever have before. Which is good. This has required a lot of patience.

But enough of that; I need to get some rest as I begin my work-filled weekend in a manner of hours.